“Be glad, O people of Zion, rejoice in the LORD your God, for he has given you the autumn rains in righteousness. He sends you abundant showers, both autumn and spring rains, as before.”(Joel 2:23, NIV)
I have bumped to this quote right now on the Internet. I’m tired, I have had a long day. Beyond my failures, my freedoms, my discords, and my indecisions, it’s beautiful that God still has time for letting me pace and slow down (even though I don’t want to!). There are also times that I have to speed up, but He helps me too.
As I’ve told you, I’m having problems with the longevity of prayer. And I’m also struggling with many other things. Even in writing and a little bit of a crazy idea my sister has! It also makes me happy to share with you guys a bit of my life, and I hope you can do, too. Beyond that, God amazingly pleases when I at least recognize Him, even though those moments are brief. (Sorry for the repetition!)
How much do we struggle with life? I struggle with finding a church, classes and now with my uncle’s chemo plan. A lot of trials have come ahead, and God had this walk prepared for us. So the adventure is just beginning. It’s weird, but cool and thrilling!
Though I am amazed that Jesus is more than all for me, it’s also surreal that there are many things I can’t give up. Not one bit. Willing, but… ech… just… And He still carries me in His arms, as imperfect as I am. He does that with you, too, even in the darkest moments.
So, this is my midnight ramble. Though I’m hitting the hay soon, there’s just so much more to see! So many things to do, so little time! And yet, God is there. Waiting, patiently.
Don’t know if I’m going to church, or at least try. (God, help me…) Heading off to sleep.
Dios los bendiga.
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